Wow, its been awhile since i've left one of these, The Holiday break is over......it sucks i hate it...i hate school, and columbus....and otterbein too....i just wanna be home really....i'm tired of getting edu. all the time i think its over rated.... at least i did good deer hunting this year...got two a doe and buck one in gun season and the other in muzzeloader..it was fun....it always is....i slept in quite a bit that was awesome, but the best part was being with my baby Hannah Celeste....that girl just flat out makes me happy! i hate every minute away from her.....its just about got me completely tore up!! its amazing how some one could have such an effect on u!! and ofcourse i didn't get together wit all my friends as much as i wanted too. but i guess thats how it goes!

Hannah Celeste - i just don't know how to say it anymore...all the words or sweet things i could say just aren't enough to really express how i feal for u...all i know is that i have somthing more special than anything that i could ever hoped to of had...and thats true love.....baby i know ur strong enough...to make it baby!!! its hard i know cuase its hard for me...really hard baby...but all its doing is making us stronger..every minute....i love u to death and i promise...that i'm never gona leave u.... and Baby plz don't ever leave me u promised u wouldn't and that u would be there for me when i come back for u....please!! i Need u...now more than ever....u are a part of me and u always will be!! don't ever foget that.....

Hannah I Love U!!!!! It Will Never change!!!

.:Stephen Philip loves Hannah Celeste:.  awafe!  

What up, well today was another dandy monday lol well it wasn't that bad at least we're almost done wit this quarter...i can't believe i'm almost done wit the first one of college.....can't wait to be out and hunt like crazy and be wit hannah all the time!....today was pretty uneventful though....just kinda hung out went to class owrked out a little bit did home work....stuff like that....time seems to fly until the last few weeks lol...oh well it'll be worth it....

Hannah baby, do good in school and, w/e decision u make i'm behind u baby, i'm glad we've got to talk some things over this past week end, and i'm very happy u came up saturday to see me it means the world baby....and hannah u aren't gona loose Me.....baby i promise ok....ur my girl...u always will be....i love u!!!!!! hang in there this week and i'll be home friday to see u ok ?!!

Love Always Stephen Philip!!!! 

I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
The girl the means Everything

And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done.....

I just can't imagine how she feels....maybe alone...sad, hate, love, remorse........its hard to say but i know what i feel! and i know how much more it must be for her...i hate myself....i hate...my life...it sux!! i can't go on with out the thing that is the most important to me...but idunno...how can i say that when i do all this fucked up shit....and i dunno even know what i've done to make her feel this way.....i know she is.....she is my life and i don't care what any tells me...i just don't, all the shit....callin me a bitch...tellin me i shouldn't waste my time...Fuck that....just cuz they have the bottle as there love...and i got something sooo much better....so they gotta get all shitty on me!!....to hell with them, for one time in my life i know EXACTLY what i want......and thats HannahCelestePratt!!!

and if i can't have her i dunno what the hell i'm gona do....... but it won't be anything nice....or any fun....cuz if i loose her...becuase of my stupid ass fucked up self....i'm afraid i'm gona loose everything!....becuase thats what she is to me.....

.:HannahCeleste:. i love u always have, always will...it will never change 

Welp, tomorrow is Hump day Yea!!! means half way through....hope hannah gets to come up for the game on sat. even though i won't play!! its ok i want her to be here to hang wit me cuz i miss her lots!! i dunno i don't think i can make the game in lancaster...even though i want to...and i wish them luck even though i really hope they loose so hannah can come up sat. i Love that girl...she makes me happy....!! welp i'm out

Hannah- i loveu so much ur my girl....hope i get to spend time with u sat. it would really be awesome i love u soo much...be strong this week and try not to stress of my brother or any other shit and get good grades...so u don't get grounded  for me cuz that would sux!! somthin awful!!! ILoveU!!

.:StephenPhilip Loves HannahCeleste:. awafe!!!

Welp today is monday....i hate mondays they suck!! we had our last jv game today we lost to capital, and that may very well be the last time i ever put on the pads and helmet again! its a sad feeling...but i dunno i think its time to walk away from it...we'll have to see how the off season goes...i just wanna be closer to home and the people i love, especially my baby hannah! welp after the game mom and dad took me out to eat wendy's!!! mmm haven't ate there in a while it was good, took us for ever to find somewhere to eat though! cities are so confusing !! thats why i like the country and good ol megis county lol....

Baby, i love u! and i miss u already and know its only been a day but it sux!!, the weeks are flying by now though andi can't wait to be home for Break!!!! so i can see u when ever i want!!!  baby be strong for me and i really hope u come to the game saturday that would be totally awesome!!, if u did!! plz try!!! i'll see u before u know it do good in school and in volleyball!!! I Love U!!!

.:StephenPhilip Loves HannahCeleste:. awafe